Birthday Party Anxiety
Haddie Bo Bo,This time next week I will have lived through your 1st birthday. I had started planning your birthday before you had even past away. I have a lot of anxiety when I think
We look like a normal family.
Haddie Bo Bo,Since you have died I have met several parents who have lost a child. What's crazy about that is many of them I had known or already met them but I didn't know
I have a secret.
Dear Haddie Bo Bo,There are so many 1st's I have to experience after you passed. I hate each one because they remind me that life moves on and I have no choice. This weekend we
It was like Christmas
Haddie Bo Bo,Last night your Mimi came over. Of course we talked about you with smiles and tears. Somehow I started looking at the pictures on her phone. I came across all these pictures of
Our baby gone.
Haddie Bo Bo,How crazy is it that I find myself looking at a website for grief support for parents who have lost infants. How is this happening, Haddie? Is this my reality forever? Last night
Dear God
Dear God,Today I cry as I do everyday because my sweet daughter has been taken from me. For whatever reason you chose not to save her so here I am having to figure this life