I’m fighting a constant war in my head…
I miss you, so I look at your pictures. This makes me miss you more. I then watch all of you videos and sob through them. Nothing eases this pain. Nothing fills this hole. Nothing
I’m Drowning…
Haddie Bo Bo,I am drowning today. Everyday there is a sadness that I carry around. But today I am overcome with thoughts of you. I am missing you and I am surviving moment by moment.
Singing with the radio
Haddie Bo BO,I continue down this road of firsts...Today I went grocery shopping for the first time. It was just Elo and me and it seemed like such a daunting task. First, because I hate
I don’t have to smile
Haddie Bo Bo,It would have been your 1st Fourth of July. Your first time seeing fireworks. The first time to take some awkward picture with your sister in some ridiculous red, white, and blue outfit.
Happy 11 months Baby!
Haddie BoBo,Happy 11 months baby girl. The fireworks are for you. Today was a wonderful time spent with family and friends. You were talked about often with smiles and tears. We wish you were here.
1 month and Firsts
Haddie Bo Bo,Yesterday was 1 month since that horrid day. I am heartbroken. I am not going to try to describe the feelings I had because there are no words that could come close to